During the past three years, and in fact most of my life, there has always been a small amount of items that I find to help me through a rough time. One item that I tend to have forgotten way too much, is the belief in something greater than myself. Usually when I forget about IT, IT seems to slap me in the face in some way to remind me. No, I’m not saying that IT can be vengeful, hurtful or anything of that nature. What I am saying is that when we go off in a deep dark space, we have forgotten what IT is and how IT relates to us.
That IT can be a thousand different things; God, Yahweh, Inner Peace, etc. IT is what you believe is greater than you are. It is where you find your strength, your faith, your understanding of the world around you. To me IT is LOVE! Not a physical love, or solely an emotional love, but a LOVE that grips you and makes you to want to be better then you are. LOVE is knowing that you have to do something in a Positive way to help change lives, to help improve the world for Everyone.
When one is centered in LOVE or IT, they show love towards everyone and everything. They act in a way that is unselfish, that is given freely, that is positive. It is when we are not centered that our love becomes tainted and negative. That’s when people are injured physically, emotionally, and when people die. When we are not centered, it is when we act from our selfishness and do things that we want and not what is best for humanity.
During those times that I am off centered, I usually can be brought back to by my surroundings and in many cases, those surroundings has music playing. I am a man who loves to hear an upbeat song, a song that reminds me that LOVE is greater than I am. And during these past three years, there have been many songs from my past, and in my present that remind me of how off centered I can be.
Music, has always been there to help me through my path, my trials and tribulations. But, I know there are songs that can be negative, and have no positive value to the world at hand. People express themselves in a variety of ways, for the place and time that they find themselves. I do the same by choosing songs that are about LOVE. It is at those times that I can find my way back to being centered, and at peace. And yes, I will admit, it may take days or months of listening to a lot of songs to get myself back to where I should be. But, oh it is so worth it.
Over the past few years, even right before I became homeless, I had started to work on a concept of a Spiritual Musical using songs that have a dance beat. There is nothing more enjoyable than sharing joy through dance. To dance to a song that is uplifting and inspiring is to me a way of sharing the LOVE, to show ones desire to be in the moment and to show joy.
Thus, I have been compiling a collection of songs that I believe will tell of a story of loss, understanding and finding of ones centeredness with LOVE. Will it ever be made, I sincerely hope it will be. I have even thought of the staging, who would work with me to meld the music together and a fun and joyful beat. But, if it is not to be made, I at least can enjoy listening to the music and daydreaming of what it can mean to millions of others that are off centered and just need a reason to remember who they are and to celebrate that joy.
As part of this concept, I had created the Freedom Dance event. Sadly, finances kept me from doing it more than one year. On July 4th, 2013 I held the only event in Austin TX. I had worked towards a second event and found a great dance song that I know would touch many people in different ways. I still hope to make these events happen down the road once I have more money to spend on creating it. Until then, I know that IT will share the concept with others who will create something similar to what I created. Joy and Love should always be shared, especially during the dark times of one’s life.
Let music guide you to your peace and joy.
Life goes on…I go on