I sold my soul for a place to sleep last night. Well I don’t feel that way, but I know the uptight Christians sure in hell would say that.
I know that I can’t take a bed in one of the few homeless shelters available to me, nor do I feel right about taking space from someone else that’s in worst shape then I am. Thus, I went to a couple of bars last night to kill time and in the hopes I would get lucky and be taken home. I got lucky. And it was a good thing for that it was someone I already knew and wanted to have sex with. A win-0win for both of us.
Would I get as lucky the following night? I’m thinking not. However, one never knows. I love sex anyways and if I am attractive to them, why not.
Now after saying that, don’t get me wrong. I know that this type of behavior is not healthy on some levels and I do know my sexual desire is limited. Hell, I’m a 50 year old, so there are limits. Plus, the weekends do give you the best opportunities compared to the week days. So sooner or later finding a safe place to sleep on a regular basis does have to happen.
I was smart for getting a gym membership to a place that’s open 24/7. At least I have a place where I can shower daily or more if needed, at least for the first month. Then hopefully I can pay for the next month’s membership and so on. It is a good thing that I do like to work out and it IS good for my health as well. Hell, if nothing else, I can work out my stress!
Life goes on…I go on.
I know that I can’t take a bed in one of the few homeless shelters available to me, nor do I feel right about taking space from someone else that’s in worst shape then I am. Thus, I went to a couple of bars last night to kill time and in the hopes I would get lucky and be taken home. I got lucky. And it was a good thing for that it was someone I already knew and wanted to have sex with. A win-0win for both of us.
Would I get as lucky the following night? I’m thinking not. However, one never knows. I love sex anyways and if I am attractive to them, why not.
Now after saying that, don’t get me wrong. I know that this type of behavior is not healthy on some levels and I do know my sexual desire is limited. Hell, I’m a 50 year old, so there are limits. Plus, the weekends do give you the best opportunities compared to the week days. So sooner or later finding a safe place to sleep on a regular basis does have to happen.
I was smart for getting a gym membership to a place that’s open 24/7. At least I have a place where I can shower daily or more if needed, at least for the first month. Then hopefully I can pay for the next month’s membership and so on. It is a good thing that I do like to work out and it IS good for my health as well. Hell, if nothing else, I can work out my stress!
Life goes on…I go on.
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